Chapter XLVIII
第四十八章
HE whole party were in hopes of a letter from Mr. Bennet the next morning, but the post came in without bringing a single line from him. His family knew him to be, on all common occasions, a most negl…
HE whole party were in hopes of a letter from Mr. Bennet the next
morning, but the post came in without bringing a single line from him.
His family knew him to be, on all common occasions, a most negligent and
dilatory correspondent; but at such a time they had hoped for exertion.
They were forced to conclude, that he had no pleasing intelligence to
send; but even of that they would have been glad to be certain. Mr.
Gardiner had waited only for the letters before he set off.
When he was gone, they were certain at least of receiving constant information of what was going on; and their uncle promised, at parting, to prevail on Mr. Bennet to return to Longbourn as soon as he could, to the great consolation of his sister, who considered it as the only security for her husband’s not being killed in a duel.
Mrs. Gardiner and the children were to remain in Hertfordshire a few days longer, as the former thought her presence might be serviceable to her nieces. She shared in their attendance on Mrs. Bennet, and was a great comfort to them in their hours of freedom. Their other aunt also visited them frequently, and always, as she said, with the design of cheering and heartening them up—though, as she never came without reporting some fresh instance of Wickham’s extravagance or irregularity, she seldom went away without leaving them more dispirited than she found them.
All Meryton seemed striving to blacken the man who, but three months before, had been almost an angel of light. He was declared to be in debt to every tradesman in the place, and his intrigues, all honoured with the title of seduction, had been extended into every tradesman’s family. Everybody declared that he was the wickedest young man in the world; and everybody began to find out that they had always distrusted the appearance of his goodness. Elizabeth, though she did not credit above half of what was said, believed enough to make her former assurance of her sister’s ruin still more certain; and even Jane, who believed still less of it, became almost hopeless, more especially as the time was now come, when, if they had gone to Scotland, which she had never before entirely despaired of, they must in all probability have gained some news of them.
Mr. Gardiner left Longbourn on Sunday; on Tuesday, his wife received a letter from him: it told them, that on his arrival he had immediately found out his brother, and persuaded him to come to Gracechurch Street. That Mr. Bennet had been to Epsom and Clapham, before his arrival, but without gaining any satisfactory information; and that he was now determined to inquire at all the principal hotels in town, as Mr. Bennet thought it possible they might have gone to one of them, on their first coming to London, before they procured lodgings. Mr. Gardiner himself did not expect any success from this measure; but as his brother was eager in it, he meant to assist him in pursuing it. He added, that Mr. Bennet seemed wholly disinclined at present to leave London, and promised to write again very soon. There was also a postscript to this effect:—
“I have written to Colonel Forster to desire him to find out, if possible, from some of the young man’s intimates in the regiment, whether Wickham has any relations or connections who would be likely to know in what part of the town he has now concealed himself. If there were anyone that one could apply to, with a probability of gaining such a clue as that, it might be of essential consequence. At present we have nothing to guide us. Colonel Forster will, I dare say, do everything in his power to satisfy us on this head. But, on second thoughts, perhaps Lizzy could tell us what relations he has now living better than any other person.”
Elizabeth was at no loss to understand from whence this deference for her authority proceeded; but it was not in her power to give any information of so satisfactory a nature as the compliment deserved.
She had never heard of his having had any relations, except a father and mother, both of whom had been dead many years. It was possible, however, that some of his companions in the ——shire might be able to give more information; and though she was not very sanguine in expecting it, the application was a something to look forward to.
Every day at Longbourn was now a day of anxiety; but the most anxious part of each was when the post was expected. The arrival of letters was the first grand object of every morning’s impatience. Through letters, whatever of good or bad was to be told would be communicated; and every succeeding day was expected to bring some news of importance.
But before they heard again from Mr. Gardiner, a letter arrived for their father, from a different quarter, from Mr. Collins; which, as Jane had received directions to open all that came for him in his absence, she accordingly read; and Elizabeth, who knew what curiosities his letters always were, looked over her, and read it likewise. It was as follows:—
“My dear Sir,
“I feel myself called upon, by our relationship, and my situation in life, to condole with you on the grievous affliction you are now suffering under, of which we were yesterday informed by a letter from Hertfordshire. Be assured, my dear sir, that Mrs. Collins and myself sincerely sympathize with you, and all your respectable family, in your present distress, which must be of the bitterest kind, because proceeding from a cause which no time can remove. No arguments shall be wanting on my part, that can alleviate so severe a misfortune; or that may comfort you, under a circumstance that must be, of all others, most afflicting to a parent’s mind. The death of your daughter would have been a blessing in comparison of this. And it is the more to be lamented, because there is reason to suppose, as my dear Charlotte informs me, that this licentiousness of behaviour in your
“To whom I have related the affair”
[Copyright 1894 by George Allen.]
daughter has proceeded from a faulty degree of indulgence; though, at the same time, for the consolation of yourself and Mrs. Bennet, I am inclined to think that her own disposition must be naturally bad, or she could not be guilty of such an enormity, at so early an age. Howsoever that may be, you are grievously to be pitied; in which opinion I am not only joined by Mrs. Collins, but likewise by Lady Catherine and her daughter, to whom I have related the affair. They agree with me in apprehending that this false step in one daughter will be injurious to the fortunes of all the others: for who, as Lady Catherine herself condescendingly says, will connect themselves with such a family? And this consideration leads me, moreover, to reflect, with augmented satisfaction, on a certain event of last November; for had it been otherwise, I must have been involved in all your sorrow and disgrace. Let me advise you, then, my dear sir, to console yourself as much as possible, to throw off your unworthy child from your affection for ever, and leave her to reap the fruits of her own heinous offence.
“I am, dear sir,” etc., etc.
Mr. Gardiner did not write again, till he had received an answer from Colonel Forster; and then he had nothing of a pleasant nature to send. It was not known that Wickham had a single relation with whom he kept up any connection, and it was certain that he had no near one living. His former acquaintance had been numerous; but since he had been in the militia, it did not appear that he was on terms of particular friendship with any of them. There was no one, therefore, who could be pointed out as likely to give any news of him. And in the wretched state of his own finances, there was a very powerful motive for secrecy, in addition to his fear of discovery by Lydia’s relations; for it had just transpired that he had left gaming debts behind him to a very considerable amount. Colonel Forster believed that more than a thousand pounds would be necessary to clear his expenses at Brighton. He owed a good deal in the town, but his debts of honour were still more formidable. Mr. Gardiner did not attempt to conceal these particulars from the Longbourn family; Jane heard them with horror. “A gamester!” she cried. “This is wholly unexpected; I had not an idea of it.”
Mr. Gardiner added, in his letter, that they might expect to see their father at home on the following day, which was Saturday. Rendered spiritless by the ill success of all their endeavours, he had yielded to his brother-in-law’s entreaty that he would return to his family and leave it to him to do whatever occasion might suggest to be advisable for continuing their pursuit. When Mrs. Bennet was told of this, she did not express so much satisfaction as her children expected, considering what her anxiety for his life had been before.
“What! is he coming home, and without poor Lydia?” she cried. “Sure he will not leave London before he has found them. Who is to fight Wickham, and make him marry her, if he comes away?”
As Mrs. Gardiner began to wish to be at home, it was settled that she and her children should go to London at the same time that Mr. Bennet came from it. The coach, therefore, took them the first stage of their journey, and brought its master back to Longbourn.
Mrs. Gardiner went away in all the perplexity about Elizabeth and her Derbyshire friend, that had attended her from that part of the world. His name had never been voluntarily mentioned before them by her niece; and the kind of half-expectation which Mrs. Gardiner had formed, of their being followed by a letter from him, had ended in nothing. Elizabeth had received none since her return, that could come from Pemberley.
The present unhappy state of the family rendered any other excuse for the lowness of her spirits unnecessary; nothing, therefore, could be fairly conjectured from that,—though Elizabeth, who was by this time tolerably well acquainted with her own feelings, was perfectly aware that, had she known nothing of Darcy, she could have borne the dread of Lydia’s infamy somewhat better. It would have spared her, she thought, one sleepless night out of two.
When Mr. Bennet arrived, he had all the appearance of his usual philosophic composure. He said as little as he had ever been in the habit of saying; made no mention of the business that had taken him away; and it was some time before his daughters had courage to speak of it.
It was not till the afternoon, when he joined them at tea, that Elizabeth ventured to introduce the subject; and then, on her briefly expressing her sorrow for what he must have endured, he replied, “Say nothing of that. Who should suffer but myself? It has been my own doing, and I ought to feel it.”
“You must not be too severe upon yourself,” replied Elizabeth.
“You may well warn me against such an evil. Human nature is so prone to fall into it! No, Lizzy, let me once in my life feel how much I have been to blame. I am not afraid of being overpowered by the impression. It will pass away soon enough.”
“Do you suppose them to be in London?”
“Yes; where else can they be so well concealed?”
“And Lydia used to want to go to London,” added Kitty.
“She is happy, then,” said her father, drily; “and her residence there will probably be of some duration.”
Then, after a short silence, he continued, “Lizzy, I bear you no ill-will for being justified in your advice to me last May, which, considering the event, shows some greatness of mind.”
They were interrupted by Miss Bennet, who came to fetch her mother’s tea.
“This is a parade,” cried he, “which does one good; it gives such an elegance to misfortune! Another day I will do the same; I will sit in my library, in my nightcap and powdering gown, and give as much trouble as I can,—or perhaps I may defer it till Kitty runs away.”
“I am not going to run away, papa,” said Kitty, fretfully. “If I should ever go to Brighton, I would behave better than Lydia.”
“You go to Brighton! I would not trust you so near it as Eastbourne, for fifty pounds! No, Kitty, I have at least learnt to be cautious, and you will feel the effects of it. No officer is ever to enter my house again, nor even to pass through the village. Balls will be absolutely prohibited, unless you stand up with one of your sisters. And you are never to stir out of doors, till you can prove that you have spent ten minutes of every day in a rational manner.”
Kitty, who took all these threats in a serious light, began to cry.
“Well, well,” said he, “do not make yourself unhappy. If you are a good girl for the next ten years, I will take you to a review at the end of them.”
中文翻译(全文)
全家人都盼着第二天早上能收到班纳特先生的信,可是邮车来了,却没有带来他写的片纸只字。家里人都知道,平日但凡寻常事,他写信总是最懒散、最拖延的;可到了这种时候,他们原指望他能勉力为之。他们不得不断定,他是没有好消息可报;然而哪怕能确知这一点,他们也会觉得宽慰。加德纳先生只等邮件到过,便动身走了。
他走之后,他们至少可以肯定能时常得到那边的消息;舅舅临行时还答应,一定劝班纳特先生尽早回朗伯恩来,这让他的姐姐大为安心——她认定,唯有丈夫回来,才能保证他不至于在决斗中丧命。
加德纳太太和孩子们还要在赫特福德郡多住几天,因为她觉得自己在场也许对几个侄女有用。她陪着她们一同侍候班纳特太太,而在她们得空的时候,又给了她们极大的安慰。她们的另一位姨妈也常来看望,而且据她自己说,每次来都是为了给她们打气、鼓劲——只是她每回来,总少不了报告威克姆又有了什么新的挥霍无度或行为不端的事,所以走的时候,往往反叫她们比先前更加沮丧。
整个麦里屯似乎都在竭力抹黑这个人——而不过三个月前,他还几乎是个光明天使。众人宣称,他欠了当地每一个商人的钱;他那种种私情勾当,一概被冠上“诱奸”之名,而且已经伸进了每一户商人的家里。人人都说他是天底下最坏的青年;人人又都开始发现,自己早就看出他那副善良模样靠不住。伊丽莎白虽然对听到的话连一半也不信,但相信的那一半,已足以让她先前认定姐姐必将毁掉的判断更加确凿;就连简,尽管更不肯轻信,也几乎要绝望了——尤其是现在这个时候:倘若他们去了苏格兰——她此前倒从未对此完全断念——那么十有八九总该有些消息了。
加德纳先生是星期天离开朗伯恩的;到了星期二,他太太就收到了他的信。信中说,他一到伦敦便立刻找到了姐夫,并劝他住到格雷斯丘奇街来;又说班纳特先生在他到达之前已去过艾普索姆和克拉珀姆,却没有打听到任何令人满意的消息;如今他决心把城里所有主要旅馆都查问一遍,因为他想,他们初到伦敦、还没租下住处时,说不定曾住过其中一家。加德纳先生自己并不指望这一着能有什么结果;但既然姐夫对此十分急切,他便打算从旁协助。他还说,班纳特先生目前似乎完全无意离开伦敦,并答应很快再写信来。信末还有一段附言,大意如下:——
“我已写信给福斯特上校,请他设法从团里那年轻人的几位知交口中探问:威克姆可有什么亲戚或熟人,或许知道他现在躲藏在城里哪一区。若是有谁可以去问一问,且有希望得到这样一条线索,那也许极为要紧。目前我们毫无头绪。我相信福斯特上校一定会尽力在这一点上给我们一个交代。不过,转念一想,也许莉齐比谁都更能告诉我们,他如今还有哪些亲戚在世。”
伊丽莎白不难明白,这种对她判断力的推崇是从何而来的;可惜她拿不出与这番恭维相称的、那么令人满意的消息来。
她从未听说他有什么亲戚,只知道他有父亲母亲,而两位老人家都已去世多年。不过,他从前在——郡的那些伙伴中,或许有人能提供更多的消息;她虽然对此并不抱多大希望,但去问一问,总还算有个盼头。
如今朗伯恩的每一天都是焦虑的日子;而一天之中最难熬的时刻,便是等候邮车到来的时候。每天早晨大家急盼的第一件大事,就是信件的到来。无论好坏,凡要告知的消息都得靠信件传递;他们指望此后每一天都能带来些重要的消息。
可是,还没等到加德纳先生再次来信,她们的父亲却收到了一封别处来的信——是柯林斯先生写来的。由于简奉命在父亲外出期间拆阅所有寄给他的信,她便照办了;伊丽莎白深知他的信向来是些多么稀奇古怪的东西,也凑过去看,一并读了。信是这样写的:——
“亲爱的先生:
“念及我们的亲戚关系与我的身份地位,我觉得自己有责任来慰问您,为您眼下正遭受的沉痛不幸致意——这消息我们昨天已从赫特福德郡的一封来信中得知。请相信,亲爱的先生,柯林斯太太和我本人对您和您那可敬的一家此刻的苦恼深表同情;这苦恼必定是极苦的,因为其起因是时间也无法消除的。凡能减轻如此沉重的不幸、凡能在这样一种对为父之心来说最最难堪的境况下给您安慰的劝解,我这边决不会缺少。比起眼前这件事来,您女儿的死倒还算得上一桩福气了。而此事尤其可叹的是,因为据我亲爱的夏洛特告知,有理由认为,您那位
(此事我已向她们述及。)
[版权所有 1894 年,乔治·艾伦。]
女儿的这般放荡行径,实在是您过分溺爱所致;不过,与此同时,为了您和班纳特太太的安慰,我倒倾向于认为,这必定是她天性本恶,否则不至于小小年纪便犯下如此骇人的罪过。无论如何,您都实在值得深切同情;持此看法的,不仅是我和柯林斯太太,还有凯瑟琳·德·包尔夫人和她的女儿——此事我已向她们述及。她们都和我一样担心:一个女儿走错这一步,会危害到其余几个姐妹的前程;因为,正如凯瑟琳夫人自己屈尊说的那样,谁肯跟这样一家人结亲呢?这一想,又让我怀着加倍的欣慰,回想起去年十一月的那件事;倘若当时事情不是那样了结,我如今势必也要被卷进你们的悲伤与耻辱之中了。因此,亲爱的先生,请允许我劝您尽量宽慰自己,把那个不肖的女儿从您的疼爱中永远割舍出去,让她自己去承受她那骇人罪孽的果实吧。
“亲爱的先生,我是……”等等,等等。
加德纳先生直到收到福斯特上校的回信之后才又写信来;而那时他也没有什么好消息可报。据说威克姆没有一个还保持来往的亲戚,而且可以肯定他没有近亲在世。他从前交游很广;但自从进了民兵团,似乎跟谁都没有特别深厚的交情。因此,指不出任何可能提供他消息的人来。况且他手头拮据,除了怕被莉迪亚的亲戚发现之外,还有一个极强烈的动机要他隐匿行踪;因为新近才传出,他留下了一大笔赌债。福斯特上校认为,要清偿他在布赖顿的花销,至少需要一千多英镑。他在镇上欠了不少钱,而他的赌债更加骇人。加德纳先生并不想向朗伯恩一家人隐瞒这些细节;简听了惊恐万分。“一个赌徒!”她叫道,“这真是万万想不到;我一点也没料到。”
加德纳先生在信里还说,他们可以指望父亲在第二天,也就是星期六,回到家里。他四处奔走却一无所获,弄得心灰意冷,只得听从内弟的恳求,先回家去,把继续追寻的事交给他,由他相机行事。班纳特太太得知此事后,并没有像孩子们预期的那样表示满意——想想她先前多么为他的性命担忧。
“怎么!他要回家了,却不把可怜的莉迪亚带回来?”她嚷道,“他总不会没找到他们就离开伦敦吧。要是他就这么走了,谁来跟威克姆决斗,逼他娶她呢?”
加德纳太太既已开始想回家,大家便商定:她和孩子们就在班纳特先生离开伦敦的同一时间回伦敦去。于是马车送她们走完第一程,又把车主人载回了朗伯恩。
加德纳太太临走时,对伊丽莎白和她那位德比郡的朋友仍旧满腹狐疑——这疑团从德比郡起就一直跟着她。侄女在她面前从未主动提起过他的名字;她原先隐约怀着的那点指望——指望他们会随后收到他一封信——结果落了个空。伊丽莎白回家以后,始终没有收到过一封可能来自彭伯利的信。
家里眼前这般不幸的光景,已经用不着再为她情绪低落找别的借口了;因此,从这一点上自然也推断不出什么来——不过,伊丽莎白此时对自己的心事已相当清楚,她十分明白:倘若她对达西的事一无所知,那么对莉迪亚声名败坏的忧惧,她兴许还能承受得好一些。她觉得,那样她两个不眠之夜中至少能少一个。
班纳特先生到家时,完全是一副他惯常那种哲人般的镇定神态。他说的话跟往常一样少;对把他引出去的那件事只字不提;过了好一会儿,女儿们才鼓起勇气谈起它。
直到下午他跟她们一起喝茶时,伊丽莎白才壮着胆子提起此事;她简短地说了几句,为他必定遭受的苦楚表示难过,他便答道:“那件事不必提了。除了我自己,还有谁该受苦呢?这都是我自己做下的,我理应感受它。”
“您不该对自己太苛责了,”伊丽莎白答道。
“你这样提醒我提防这种毛病,很有道理。人性本就极易陷进去!不,莉齐,让我这辈子也好好感受一下自己有多大过错吧。我不怕会被这种感触压垮。它很快就会过去的。”
“您以为他们在伦敦吗?”
“是的;还有什么地方能让他们藏得这么严实呢?”
“莉迪亚从前就老想去伦敦呢,”基蒂插嘴道。
“那么她可算遂心了,”父亲淡淡地说,“而且她在那里住的日子,说不定还会相当长呢。”
随后,沉默了片刻,他又说道:“莉齐,你去年五月对我的劝告被证明是对的,我并不为此怨你——就事情的结果来看,这倒显出几分胸襟。”
他们的话被班纳特小姐打断了,她来给母亲取茶。
“这倒是一番排场,”他嚷道,“叫人看着还挺受用;给不幸添了这么几分优雅!改天我也要照样来一回;我要坐在书房里,戴着睡帽、穿着晨衣,尽量给人添麻烦——或者,也许我要把这一手留到基蒂私奔的时候。”
“我不会私奔的,爸爸,”基蒂没好气地说,“我要是真有去布赖顿的那一天,我一定会比莉迪亚规矩。”
“你去布赖顿!你就是给我五十英镑,我也不会放心让你走到离它近得只有伊斯特本那么远的地方!不,基蒂,我至少已经学会小心了,你也会尝到这样做的后果。今后再不许任何军官踏进我的家门,连从村里经过都不许。舞会一概禁止,除非你跟你的一个姐妹配对跳舞。还有,你得证明自己每天都有十分钟过得合乎理性,否则一步也不许出门。”
基蒂把这些威胁全当了真,便哭了起来。
“好了,好了,”他说,“别难过了。你要是往后十年都做个乖女孩,十年期满,我就带你去看一场阅兵。”

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