Chapter XVI
第十六章
S no objection was made to the young people’s engagement with their aunt, and all Mr. Collins’s scruples of leaving Mr. and Mrs. Bennet for a single evening during his visit were most steadily resiste…
S no objection was made to the young people’s engagement with their
aunt, and all Mr. Collins’s scruples of leaving Mr. and Mrs. Bennet for
a single evening during his visit were most steadily resisted, the coach
conveyed him and his five cousins at a suitable hour to Meryton; and the
girls had the pleasure of hearing, as they entered the drawing-room,
that Mr. Wickham had accepted their uncle’s invitation, and was then in
the house.
When this information was given, and they had all taken their seats, Mr. Collins was at leisure to look around him and admire, and he was so much struck with the size and furniture of the apartment, that he declared he might almost have supposed himself in the small summer breakfast parlour at Rosings; a comparison that did not at first convey much gratification; but when Mrs. Philips understood from him what Rosings was, and who was its proprietor, when she had listened to the description of only one of Lady Catherine’s drawing-rooms, and found that the chimney-piece alone had cost eight hundred pounds, she felt all the force of the compliment, and would hardly have resented a comparison with the housekeeper’s room.
In describing to her all the grandeur of Lady Catherine and her mansion, with occasional digressions in praise of his own humble abode, and the improvements it was receiving, he was happily employed until the gentlemen joined them; and he found in Mrs. Philips a very attentive listener, whose opinion of his consequence increased with what she heard, and who was resolving to retail it all among her neighbours as soon as she could. To the girls, who could not listen to their cousin, and who had nothing to do but to wish for an instrument, and examine their own indifferent imitations of china on the mantel-piece, the interval of waiting appeared very long. It was over at last, however. The gentlemen did approach: and when Mr. Wickham walked into the room, Elizabeth felt that she had neither been seeing him before, nor thinking of him since, with the smallest degree of unreasonable admiration. The officers of the ——shire were in general a very creditable, gentlemanlike set and the best of them were of the present party; but Mr. Wickham was as far beyond them all in person, countenance, air, and walk, as they were superior to the broad-faced stuffy uncle Philips, breathing port wine, who followed them into the room.
“The officers of the ——shire”
[Copyright 1894 by George Allen.]
Mr. Wickham was the happy man towards whom almost every female eye was turned, and Elizabeth was the happy woman by whom he finally seated himself; and the agreeable manner in which he immediately fell into conversation, though it was only on its being a wet night, and on the probability of a rainy season, made her feel that the commonest, dullest, most threadbare topic might be rendered interesting by the skill of the speaker.
With such rivals for the notice of the fair as Mr. Wickham and the officers, Mr. Collins seemed to sink into insignificance; to the young ladies he certainly was nothing; but he had still at intervals a kind listener in Mrs. Philips, and was, by her watchfulness, most abundantly supplied with coffee and muffin.
When the card tables were placed, he had an opportunity of obliging her, in return, by sitting down to whist.
“I know little of the game at present,” said he, “but I shall be glad to improve myself; for in my situation of life——” Mrs. Philips was very thankful for his compliance, but could not wait for his reason.
Mr. Wickham did not play at whist, and with ready delight was he received at the other table between Elizabeth and Lydia. At first there seemed danger of Lydia’s engrossing him entirely, for she was a most determined talker; but being likewise extremely fond of lottery tickets, she soon grew too much interested in the game, too eager in making bets and exclaiming after prizes, to have attention for anyone in particular. Allowing for the common demands of the game, Mr. Wickham was therefore at leisure to talk to Elizabeth, and she was very willing to hear him, though what she chiefly wished to hear she could not hope to be told, the history of his acquaintance with Mr. Darcy. She dared not even mention that gentleman. Her curiosity, however, was unexpectedly relieved. Mr. Wickham began the subject himself. He inquired how far Netherfield was from Meryton; and, after receiving her answer, asked in a hesitating manner how long Mr. Darcy had been staying there.
“About a month,” said Elizabeth; and then, unwilling to let the subject drop, added, “he is a man of very large property in Derbyshire, I understand.”
“Yes,” replied Wickham; “his estate there is a noble one. A clear ten thousand per annum. You could not have met with a person more capable of giving you certain information on that head than myself—for I have been connected with his family, in a particular manner, from my infancy.”
Elizabeth could not but look surprised.
“You may well be surprised, Miss Bennet, at such an assertion, after seeing, as you probably might, the very cold manner of our meeting yesterday. Are you much acquainted with Mr. Darcy?”
“As much as I ever wish to be,” cried Elizabeth, warmly. “I have spent four days in the same house with him, and I think him very disagreeable.”
“I have no right to give my opinion,” said Wickham, “as to his being agreeable or otherwise. I am not qualified to form one. I have known him too long and too well to be a fair judge. It is impossible for me to be impartial. But I believe your opinion of him would in general astonish—and, perhaps, you would not express it quite so strongly anywhere else. Here you are in your own family.”
“Upon my word I say no more here than I might say in any house in the neighbourhood, except Netherfield. He is not at all liked in Hertfordshire. Everybody is disgusted with his pride. You will not find him more favourably spoken of by anyone.”
“I cannot pretend to be sorry,” said Wickham, after a short interruption, “that he or that any man should not be estimated beyond their deserts; but with him I believe it does not often happen. The world is blinded by his fortune and consequence, or frightened by his high and imposing manners, and sees him only as he chooses to be seen.”
“I should take him, even on my slight acquaintance, to be an ill-tempered man.”
Wickham only shook his head.
“I wonder,” said he, at the next opportunity of speaking, “whether he is likely to be in this country much longer.”
“I do not at all know; but I heard nothing of his going away when I was at Netherfield. I hope your plans in favour of the ——shire will not be affected by his being in the neighbourhood.”
“Oh no—it is not for me to be driven away by Mr. Darcy. If he wishes to avoid seeing me he must go. We are not on friendly terms, and it always gives me pain to meet him, but I have no reason for avoiding him but what I might proclaim to all the world—a sense of very great ill-usage, and most painful regrets at his being what he is. His father, Miss Bennet, the late Mr. Darcy, was one of the best men that ever breathed, and the truest friend I ever had; and I can never be in company with this Mr. Darcy without being grieved to the soul by a thousand tender recollections. His behaviour to myself has been scandalous; but I verily believe I could forgive him anything and everything, rather than his disappointing the hopes and disgracing the memory of his father.”
Elizabeth found the interest of the subject increase, and listened with all her heart; but the delicacy of it prevented further inquiry.
Mr. Wickham began to speak on more general topics, Meryton, the neighbourhood, the society, appearing highly pleased with all that he had yet seen, and speaking of the latter, especially, with gentle but very intelligible gallantry.
“It was the prospect of constant society, and good society,” he added, “which was my chief inducement to enter the ——shire. I know it to be a most respectable, agreeable corps; and my friend Denny tempted me further by his account of their present quarters, and the very great attentions and excellent acquaintance Meryton had procured them. Society, I own, is necessary to me. I have been a disappointed man, and my spirits will not bear solitude. I must have employment and society. A military life is not what I was intended for, but circumstances have now made it eligible. The church ought to have been my profession—I was brought up for the church; and I should at this time have been in possession of a most valuable living, had it pleased the gentleman we were speaking of just now.”
“Indeed!”
“Yes—the late Mr. Darcy bequeathed me the next presentation of the best living in his gift. He was my godfather, and excessively attached to me. I cannot do justice to his kindness. He meant to provide for me amply, and thought he had done it; but when the living fell, it was given elsewhere.”
“Good heavens!” cried Elizabeth; “but how could that be? How could his will be disregarded? Why did not you seek legal redress?”
“There was just such an informality in the terms of the bequest as to give me no hope from law. A man of honour could not have doubted the intention, but Mr. Darcy chose to doubt it—or to treat it as a merely conditional recommendation, and to assert that I had forfeited all claim to it by extravagance, imprudence, in short, anything or nothing. Certain it is that the living became vacant two years ago, exactly as I was of an age to hold it, and that it was given to another man; and no less certain is it, that I cannot accuse myself of having really done anything to deserve to lose it. I have a warm unguarded temper, and I may perhaps have sometimes spoken my opinion of him, and to him, too freely. I can recall nothing worse. But the fact is, that we are very different sort of men, and that he hates me.”
“This is quite shocking! He deserves to be publicly disgraced.”
“Some time or other he will be—but it shall not be by me. Till I can forget his father, I can never defy or expose him.”
Elizabeth honoured him for such feelings, and thought him handsomer than ever as he expressed them.
“But what,” said she, after a pause, “can have been his motive? what can have induced him to behave so cruelly?”
“A thorough, determined dislike of me—a dislike which I cannot but attribute in some measure to jealousy. Had the late Mr. Darcy liked me less, his son might have borne with me better; but his father’s uncommon attachment to me irritated him, I believe, very early in life. He had not a temper to bear the sort of competition in which we stood—the sort of preference which was often given me.”
“I had not thought Mr. Darcy so bad as this—though I have never liked him, I had not thought so very ill of him—I had supposed him to be despising his fellow-creatures in general, but did not suspect him of descending to such malicious revenge, such injustice, such inhumanity as this!”
After a few minutes’ reflection, however, she continued, “I do remember his boasting one day, at Netherfield, of the implacability of his resentments, of his having an unforgiving temper. His disposition must be dreadful.”
“I will not trust myself on the subject,” replied Wickham; “I can hardly be just to him.”
Elizabeth was again deep in thought, and after a time exclaimed, “To treat in such a manner the godson, the friend, the favourite of his father!” She could have added, “A young man, too, like you, whose very countenance may vouch for your being amiable.” But she contented herself with—“And one, too, who had probably been his own companion from childhood, connected together, as I think you said, in the closest manner.”
“We were born in the same parish, within the same park; the greatest part of our youth was passed together: inmates of the same house, sharing the same amusements, objects of the same parental care. My father began life in the profession which your uncle, Mr. Philips, appears to do so much credit to; but he gave up everything to be of use to the late Mr. Darcy, and devoted all his time to the care of the Pemberley property. He was most highly esteemed by Mr. Darcy, a most intimate, confidential friend. Mr. Darcy often acknowledged himself to be under the greatest obligations to my father’s active superintendence; and when, immediately before my father’s death, Mr. Darcy gave him a voluntary promise of providing for me, I am convinced that he felt it to be as much a debt of gratitude to him as of affection to myself.”
“How strange!” cried Elizabeth. “How abominable! I wonder that the very pride of this Mr. Darcy has not made him just to you. If from no better motive, that he should not have been too proud to be dishonest,—for dishonesty I must call it.”
“It is wonderful,” replied Wickham; “for almost all his actions may be traced to pride; and pride has often been his best friend. It has connected him nearer with virtue than any other feeling. But we are none of us consistent; and in his behaviour to me there were stronger impulses even than pride.”
“Can such abominable pride as his have ever done him good?”
“Yes; it has often led him to be liberal and generous; to give his money freely, to display hospitality, to assist his tenants, and relieve the poor. Family pride, and filial pride, for he is very proud of what his father was, have done this. Not to appear to disgrace his family, to degenerate from the popular qualities, or lose the influence of the Pemberley House, is a powerful motive. He has also brotherly pride, which, with some brotherly affection, makes him a very kind and careful guardian of his sister; and you will hear him generally cried up as the most attentive and best of brothers.”
“What sort of a girl is Miss Darcy?”
He shook his head. “I wish I could call her amiable. It gives me pain to speak ill of a Darcy; but she is too much like her brother,—very, very proud. As a child, she was affectionate and pleasing, and extremely fond of me; and I have devoted hours and hours to her amusement. But she is nothing to me now. She is a handsome girl, about fifteen or sixteen, and, I understand, highly accomplished. Since her father’s death her home has been London, where a lady lives with her, and superintends her education.”
After many pauses and many trials of other subjects, Elizabeth could not help reverting once more to the first, and saying,—
“I am astonished at his intimacy with Mr. Bingley. How can Mr. Bingley, who seems good-humour itself, and is, I really believe, truly amiable, be in friendship with such a man? How can they suit each other? Do you know Mr. Bingley?”
“Not at all.”
“He is a sweet-tempered, amiable, charming man. He cannot know what Mr. Darcy is.”
“Probably not; but Mr. Darcy can please where he chooses. He does not want abilities. He can be a conversible companion if he thinks it worth his while. Among those who are at all his equals in consequence, he is a very different man from what he is to the less prosperous. His pride never deserts him; but with the rich he is liberal-minded, just, sincere, rational, honourable, and, perhaps, agreeable,—allowing something for fortune and figure.”
The whist party soon afterwards breaking up, the players gathered round the other table, and Mr. Collins took his station between his cousin Elizabeth and Mrs. Philips. The usual inquiries as to his success were made by the latter. It had not been very great; he had lost every point; but when Mrs. Philips began to express her concern thereupon, he assured her, with much earnest gravity, that it was not of the least importance; that he considered the money as a mere trifle, and begged she would not make herself uneasy.
“I know very well, madam,” said he, “that when persons sit down to a card table they must take their chance of these things,—and happily I am not in such circumstances as to make five shillings any object. There are, undoubtedly, many who could not say the same; but, thanks to Lady Catherine de Bourgh, I am removed far beyond the necessity of regarding little matters.”
Mr. Wickham’s attention was caught; and after observing Mr. Collins for a few moments, he asked Elizabeth in a low voice whether her relations were very intimately acquainted with the family of De Bourgh.
“Lady Catherine de Bourgh,” she replied, “has very lately given him a living. I hardly know how Mr. Collins was first introduced to her notice, but he certainly has not known her long.”
“You know of course that Lady Catherine de Bourgh and Lady Anne Darcy were sisters; consequently that she is aunt to the present Mr. Darcy.”
“No, indeed, I did not. I knew nothing at all of Lady Catherine’s connections. I never heard of her existence till the day before yesterday.”
“Her daughter, Miss de Bourgh, will have a very large fortune, and it is believed that she and her cousin will unite the two estates.”
This information made Elizabeth smile, as she thought of poor Miss Bingley. Vain indeed must be all her attentions, vain and useless her affection for his sister and her praise of himself, if he were already self-destined to another.
“Mr. Collins,” said she, “speaks highly both of Lady Catherine and her daughter; but, from some particulars that he has related of her Ladyship, I suspect his gratitude misleads him; and that, in spite of her being his patroness, she is an arrogant, conceited woman.”
“I believe her to be both in a great degree,” replied Wickham; “I have not seen her for many years; but I very well remember that I never liked her, and that her manners were dictatorial and insolent. She has the reputation of being remarkably sensible and clever; but I rather believe she derives part of her abilities from her rank and fortune, part from her authoritative manner, and the rest from the pride of her nephew, who chooses that everyone connected with him should have an understanding of the first class.”
Elizabeth allowed that he had given a very rational account of it, and they continued talking together with mutual satisfaction till supper put an end to cards, and gave the rest of the ladies their share of Mr. Wickham’s attentions. There could be no conversation in the noise of Mrs. Philips’s supper party, but his manners recommended him to everybody. Whatever he said, was said well; and whatever he did, done gracefully. Elizabeth went away with her head full of him. She could think of nothing but of Mr. Wickham, and of what he had told her, all the way home; but there was not time for her even to mention his name as they went, for neither Lydia nor Mr. Collins were once silent. Lydia talked incessantly of lottery tickets, of the fish she had lost and the fish she had won; and Mr. Collins, in describing the civility of Mr. and Mrs. Philips, protesting that he did not in the least regard his losses at whist, enumerating all the dishes at supper, and repeatedly fearing that he crowded his cousins, had more to say than he could well manage before the carriage stopped at Longbourn House.
中文翻译(全文)
既然年轻人与姨妈家约好的聚会无人反对,柯林斯先生又满心顾虑,不肯在做客期间哪怕离开班纳特夫妇一个晚上,而这些顾虑也都被坚决打消了,于是到了合适的时候,马车便载着他和他五位表妹前往麦里屯;姑娘们一走进客厅,就高兴地听说威克姆先生接受了姨父的邀请,此刻正在屋里。
这个消息说过,大家也都落了座,柯林斯先生便有了闲情四下张望、啧啧赞叹。这间客厅的宽敞气派和陈设让他大为惊叹,他声称自己简直要以为身在罗新斯那间消夏的小早餐厅了。这个比喻起初并没让人听出多少恭维;可等菲利普斯太太从他口中弄明白罗新斯是什么所在、主人又是谁,又听他把凯瑟琳夫人的一间客厅形容了一番,得知单是那座壁炉架就花了八百英镑,她才体会到这句赞美里的分量,纵是把这里比作管家的起居室,她大概也不会生气了。
他就这样向她描述凯瑟琳夫人的显赫和宅邸的宏伟,中间不时岔开去夸一夸自己那所简陋的住处和正在进行的修缮,自得其乐地一直说到男士们进来。他发现菲利普斯太太是个极专心的听众,她越听越觉得他地位不凡,正打定主意一有机会就把这些话向邻里们一一转述。至于几位姑娘,她们听不进表哥的话,无事可做,只盼着能有架钢琴,再端详壁炉架上自己那些不入流的仿制瓷器,等候的时间便显得格外漫长。可这时间到底还是过去了。男士们真的来了:威克姆先生走进客厅时,伊丽莎白觉得自己先前见他、以及此后想他,都没有掺进一丝一毫过分的仰慕。——郡的军官们大体上都是很体面、很有绅士风度的一群人,其中最好的几位今晚也在这里;可是威克姆先生在容貌、神情、气度和步态上远胜他们所有人,正如他们远胜那位跟在后面进来的菲利普斯姨父——他脸盘宽大,一副脑满肠肥的样子,嘴里喷着葡萄酒气。
“——郡的军官们”
[版权所有 1894 年,乔治·艾伦出版公司]
威克姆先生是那个幸运的男子,几乎每一位女性的目光都转向他;伊丽莎白则是那个幸运的女子,他最后在她身旁坐了下来。他立刻和她攀谈起来,那副和悦的样子——尽管谈的不过是今夜下雨、雨季恐怕要来了之类——让她觉得,再平常、再沉闷、再陈旧的话题,到了会说话的人嘴里也能变得有趣。
有威克姆先生和那些军官做情场上的对手,柯林斯先生就显得无足轻重了;在年轻小姐们眼里他自然算不得什么;不过菲利普斯太太仍时不时地做个和气的听众,而她照看得周到,咖啡和松饼给他添得格外殷勤。
牌桌摆好以后,他便有机会投桃报李,坐下来打惠斯特了。
“这牌我眼下还不太会打,”他说,“不过我很乐意长进长进;因为以我这身份地位——”菲利普斯太太十分感激他肯赏光,却等不及听他把理由说完。
威克姆先生不打惠斯特,另一桌的人立刻高高兴兴地把他让到伊丽莎白和莉迪亚中间坐下。起初倒有莉迪亚把他独占下去的危险,因为她谈起话来是决不肯让人的;不过她同样极爱玩彩票,很快便对牌局大感兴趣,忙着下注、中了彩又大呼小叫,再没有心思专门搭理谁了。于是,除去牌局通常要占去的工夫,威克姆先生便有了闲空和伊丽莎白说话,而她也十分愿意听;只是她最想听的那件事——他和达西先生相识的经过——却不敢指望他会讲。她连提都不敢提那位先生。然而她的好奇心竟意外地得到了满足。威克姆先生自己挑起了这个话题。他先问尼日斐花园离麦里屯有多远;听她答了,又迟疑地问达西先生在那里住了多久。
“大约一个月了,”伊丽莎白说;她不愿把这话题放下,又补了一句,“我听说他在德比郡有一份很大的产业。”
“是的,”威克姆答道,“他在那儿的地产十分可观。每年净收入一万英镑。要说这方面的情况,你再也遇不到比我更清楚的人了——因为我从襁褓时起,就和他家有着一种特殊的关系。”
伊丽莎白不由得露出惊讶的神色。
“班纳特小姐,你昨天大概也看见了我们相见时那副冷淡的样子,听我这样说,难怪要惊讶。你和达西先生很熟吗?”
“熟到我愿意的程度为止,”伊丽莎白热切地说,“我和他在同一所房子里待了四天,我觉得他非常讨人厌。”
“他讨不讨人喜欢,我没有资格下断语,”威克姆说,“我也没那个条件。我认识他太久,也太了解他,做不了公正的评判人。要我毫无偏私是办不到的。不过我相信,你对他这样看法,一般人听了会吃惊的——而且,这样的话你大概也不会在别处说得这么痛快。这里毕竟是你自己家里。”
“说实话,我在这儿说的话,在这附近任何人家——尼日斐花园除外——我都说得出口。他在赫特福德郡一点也不招人喜欢。人人都厌恶他的傲慢。你找不到一个人会替他说好话。”
“我不能假惺惺地说我难过,”威克姆停了停说,“无论他还是别人,没有被估得高过他们应得的分量,我都不难过;不过我看他倒不常受这种委屈。世人被他的财产和地位晃花了眼,或者被他那副高高在上、气势逼人的派头吓住了,只看见他愿意让人看见的那一面。”
“就算照我这点浅薄的交情看,我也要说他是个脾气很坏的人。”
威克姆只是摇了摇头。
“我在想,”他趁下一次开口的机会说,“他会不会在这儿待很久。”
“我一点也不知道;我在尼日斐花园的时候,并没听说他要走。我希望你到——郡来的一番打算,不会因为他在附近而受影响。”
“哦,不会——不该由我躲开达西先生。他若不想见我,尽可以自己走。我们两人并不和睦,见了他总叫我难受;可是我要躲他,理由也只有一条,而且尽可以当众宣布——我深感自己受了极大的亏待,也为他是这样一个人而痛心悔恨。班纳特小姐,他父亲,已故的达西先生,是天下最好的人之一,也是我平生最真诚的朋友;我一和这位达西先生相处,就免不了被千百桩温情的回忆搅得肝肠寸断。他待我的行径实在丢人;可是我敢说,他什么事我都能原谅,唯独不能原谅他辜负了父亲的期望、辱没了父亲的令名。”
伊丽莎白觉得这话题越来越引人入胜,便全神贯注地听着;只是事关体面,她不便再往下追问。
威克姆先生转而谈起更宽泛的话题——麦里屯、附近的乡邻、当地的社交圈。他对自己迄今见到的一切都显得十分满意,说到此地的人情来往时尤其带着一种温文而十分明白的殷勤。
“我加入——郡民兵团,主要是想常有交往,而且是上等的交往,”他接着说,“我知道那是个极其体面、令人愉快的团;我的朋友丹尼又拿他们现在的驻地、拿麦里屯对他们的种种礼遇和结下的好人家来劝我,越发引得我动了心。我承认,我是少不了交际的。我一直是个失意的人,我的性情受不住孤独。我总得有事情做,有伴儿来往。军旅生涯本不是我打算要过的,可如今情势倒使它成了合宜的选择。教士本该是我的本行——我自幼就是照着做教士培养的;要不是刚才我们说到的那位先生高兴怎样便怎样,我此刻早该拥有一份极丰厚的牧师俸禄了。”
“真的吗!”
“是的——已故的达西先生立下遗嘱,把由他举荐的最好的那份牧师俸禄的下一次授职权留给了我。他是我的教父,非常疼爱我。他的厚爱我怎么说也说不尽。他原想给我一份丰厚的产业,而且以为已经安排妥当了;谁知那份俸禄一空出来,却给了别人。”
“天哪!”伊丽莎白叫道,“这怎么可能?他的遗嘱怎么能不照办?你为什么不诉诸法律呢?”
“只是那遗嘱的措辞有一点不合格式,我在法律上便没了指望。一个重名誉的人本不会怀疑立嘱人的用意,可这位达西先生偏要怀疑——或者索性把它当作一句附有条件的话,还硬说我挥霍、不检点,总之一句话,随便什么罪名或什么也没有,已经使我丧失了全部权利。两年前那份俸禄空出来时,我恰好到了可以就任的年纪,它却给了另外一个人,这是确凿无疑的;而我也同样确凿无疑地不能责备自己真做过什么该丢这份俸禄的事。我性子热,说话不防人,也许有时候议论他、甚至当面议论他,说得太随便了些。此外我再想不出更坏的事了。可事实是,我们两人根本是两路人,而他恨我。”
“这简直太骇人听闻了!他活该当众受辱。”
“早晚会有那么一天的——但不会出自我手。只要我还忘不了他父亲,我就永远不会公然和他作对,也不会揭发他。”
伊丽莎白敬重他这份情意,见他这样说,更觉得他比先前更加英俊了。
“可是,”她顿了顿说,“他究竟出于什么动机?是什么让他做出这样狠心的事来?”
“是对我彻底的、根深蒂固的厌恶——这厌恶我不能不说,多少是出于嫉妒。要是已故的达西先生没那么喜欢我,他儿子也许还能容我些;可他父亲对我那份异乎寻常的疼爱,我相信很早就叫他恼了。他那种脾气,受不住我们之间的那种较量——受不住人家常常偏着我。”
“我没想到达西先生竟坏到这个地步——虽说我一向不喜欢他,却也没把他想得这么坏——我只当他瞧不起世人,却不曾疑心他会下作到这样恶毒的报复,这样不公,这样不近人情!”
可是她想了片刻,又接着说:“我倒真记得,有一天在尼日斐花园,他夸口说他记仇是决不罢休的,说他的脾气从不宽恕人。他的性子一定可怕得很。”
“这题目我不敢由着自己说,”威克姆答道,“我很难对他公道。”
伊丽莎白又陷入了沉思,过了一会儿才高声说:“竟这样对待他父亲的教子、朋友、心爱的人!”她本可以再添一句:“而且还是像你这样一位青年,单看相貌就可以担保你为人可亲。”可她只说了:“而且恐怕还是他从小一起长大的同伴,照你刚才说的,彼此关系极其亲密。”
“我们生在同一个教区,同一个庄园里;少年时代大半是一起过的:同住一所房子,同玩一样的游戏,同受两家父母的照管。我父亲早年干的就是你姨父菲利普斯先生如今做得很体面的那一行;可他为了给已故的达西先生效力,把什么都放下了,一心一意替他照管彭伯利的产业。达西先生极其器重他,两人是最亲密、最知心的朋友。达西先生常常承认,多亏我父亲办事得力,他受惠匪浅;我父亲去世前不久,达西先生主动许诺要供养我,我相信他当时既觉得这是报答我父亲的恩情,也是出于对我的疼爱。”
“真怪!”伊丽莎白叫道,“真可恶!我倒奇怪,这位达西先生那样骄傲,怎么反倒没因此对你讲点公道。就算没有别的动机,他也不该骄傲到不惜做出不诚实的事——这我非说是不诚实不可。”
“这确实奇怪,”威克姆答道,“因为他几乎一切行为都可以追到骄傲上去;而骄傲往往是他最好的朋友。正是这种情感,比任何别的都更把他和美德连在一起。不过人没有一个是前后一致的;他待我的那些举动里,还有比骄傲更强的冲动。”
“他那样可恶的骄傲,难道还做过什么好事吗?”
“做过;它常叫他慷慨大方,钱撒得爽快,待客殷勤,周济佃户,赈济穷人。这是家族的自豪和为人子的自豪——他极以父亲的为人自豪——促成的。不肯显得辱没了家门,不肯失了彭伯利一家的声望和人望,这是个很有力的动机。他还有一份做兄长的自豪,再加上几分手足之情,便使他成了妹妹极慈爱、极尽心的保护人;你也会听到人人称道他是最体贴、最好的兄长。”
“达西小姐是个怎样的姑娘?”
他摇了摇头。“我但愿能说她可亲可爱。说达西家人的坏话,我心里难受;可她太像她哥哥了——非常非常骄傲。小时候她倒亲热讨人喜欢,也极喜欢我;我不知花了多少个钟头陪她玩。可如今她跟我一点情分也没有了。她是个漂亮的姑娘,大约十五六岁,听说才艺出众。她父亲去世以后,家就安在伦敦,有位太太陪着她住,督导她的教育。”
停了好几次,又试过好几个别的话题之后,伊丽莎白还是忍不住回到最初那个题目上,说道:
“他和宾利先生那样亲密,我真觉得奇怪。宾利先生看上去那样和气,我也真相信他为人可亲,怎么会和这样一个人交朋友呢?他们两人怎么能合得来?你认识宾利先生吗?”
“一点也不认识。”
“他性情温和,和蔼可亲,很讨人喜欢。他一定不知道达西先生是什么样的人。”
“大概是不知道;不过达西先生愿意讨人喜欢的时候是能讨人喜欢的。他并不缺才干。只要他觉得值得,他也可以做个谈吐投契的伙伴。在地位与他大致相当的人中间,他完全是另一个样子,和对待境况不如他的人截然不同。他的骄傲从不离开他;不过对有钱人,他倒胸襟开阔、公道、诚恳、明理、讲体面,也许还挺讨人喜欢——当然还得把财产和仪表打些折扣。”
不久惠斯特那一局散了,打牌的人都围到另一桌来,柯林斯先生便在他表妹伊丽莎白和菲利普斯太太中间站定。菲利普斯太太照例问他战果如何。战果并不算好:他每一分都输了;可菲利普斯太太刚要为此表示惋惜,他就一本正经地再三向她保证,说这丝毫不要紧,他只把那点钱看作区区小数,请她千万别放在心上。
“我很明白,太太,”他说,“人一坐到牌桌边,这类事就得听天由命——幸而我的境况还不至于把五先令放在眼里。毫无疑问,许多人是说不出这话的;不过多亏凯瑟琳·德·包尔夫人,我早已远远不必计较这些小事了。”
这话引起了威克姆先生的注意;他打量了柯林斯先生一会儿,便低声问伊丽莎白,她家亲戚是否和德·包尔家交往很深。
“凯瑟琳·德·包尔夫人,”她答道,“不久前刚给了他一份牧师俸禄。柯林斯先生最初是怎么引起她注意的,我几乎不知道,不过他认识她肯定不久。”
“你当然知道,凯瑟琳·德·包尔夫人和安妮·达西夫人是姐妹;所以她是当今这位达西先生的姨妈。”
“不,我真的不知道。凯瑟琳夫人的亲戚关系我一点也不知道。直到前天我才头一回听说有她这么个人。”
“她的女儿德·包尔小姐将来会有一笔很大的财产,而且大家都认为,她和她的表兄会把两家的产业并在一处。”
这话叫伊丽莎白笑了起来,她想到了可怜的宾利小姐。倘若达西先生早已把自己许给了别人,那她的一片殷勤岂非白费,她对达西小姐的亲热、对达西先生本人的称颂,岂非全都落空。
“柯林斯先生,”她说,“把凯瑟琳夫人和她女儿都捧得很高;不过从他讲起的夫人某些细节来看,我疑心他是感恩心切,看错了人;尽管她是他的恩主,我看她是个傲慢自大、自命不凡的女人。”
“我相信这两样她都占全了,而且程度不轻,”威克姆答道,“我多年没见过她了;可我清清楚楚记得,我一向不喜欢她,她待人专横无礼。外边都说她极有见识、极聪明;不过我倒觉得,她的本事一部分来自她的门第和财产,一部分来自她那副发号施令的派头,剩下的则来自她外甥的骄傲——他总巴望和他沾亲带故的人个个都有一流的头脑。”
伊丽莎白承认他这番话讲得很有道理,两人便你一言我一语,谈得彼此都很满意,直到夜宵散了牌局,其余几位女士也分得了几分威克姆先生的殷勤。菲利普斯太太的夜宵席上人声嘈杂,本来说不成什么话,可他的举止风度叫人人称许。他说什么,都说得得体;他做什么,都做得从容。伊丽莎白回到家里,满脑子都是他。一路上她什么也不想,只想威克姆先生和他对她说的那些话;可路上她连提一提他的名字的工夫都没有,因为莉迪亚和柯林斯先生一刻也没住过嘴。莉迪亚絮絮叨叨地说彩票,说她输掉的鱼和赢来的鱼;柯林斯先生则描述菲利普斯先生夫妇如何殷勤,申明他丝毫不在意惠斯特上输的钱,把夜宵的菜一样一样数了个遍,又再三担心自己挤了表妹们——马车在朗伯恩宅前停下时,他还有一肚子话没来得及说完。

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