Chapter XXI
第二十一章
HE discussion of Mr. Collins’s offer was now nearly at an end, and Elizabeth had only to suffer from the uncomfortable feelings necessarily attending it, and occasionally from some peevish allusion of…
HE discussion of Mr. Collins’s offer was now nearly at an end, and
Elizabeth had only to suffer from the uncomfortable feelings necessarily
attending it, and occasionally from some peevish allusion of her mother.
As for the gentleman himself, his feelings were chiefly expressed, not
by embarrassment or dejection, or by trying to avoid her, but by
stiffness of manner and resentful silence. He scarcely ever spoke to
her; and the assiduous attentions which he had been so sensible of
himself were transferred for the rest of the day to Miss Lucas, whose
civility in listening to him was a seasonable relief to them all, and
especially to her friend.
The morrow produced no abatement of Mrs. Bennet’s ill humour or ill health. Mr. Collins was also in the same state of angry pride. Elizabeth had hoped that his resentment might shorten his visit, but his plan did not appear in the least affected by it. He was always to have gone on Saturday, and to Saturday he still meant to stay.
After breakfast, the girls walked to Meryton, to inquire if Mr. Wickham were returned, and to lament over his absence from the Netherfield ball. He joined them on their entering the town, and attended them to their aunt’s, where his regret and vexation and the concern of everybody were well talked over. To Elizabeth, however, he voluntarily acknowledged that the necessity of his absence had been self-imposed.
“I found,” said he, “as the time drew near, that I had better not meet Mr. Darcy;—that to be in the same room, the same party with him for so many hours together, might be more than I could bear, and that scenes might arise unpleasant to more than myself.”
She highly approved his forbearance; and they had leisure for a full discussion of it, and for all the commendations which they civilly bestowed on each other, as Wickham and another officer walked back with them to Longbourn, and during the walk he particularly attended to her. His accompanying them was a double advantage: she felt all the compliment it offered to herself; and it was most acceptable as an occasion of introducing him to her father and mother.
“Walked back with them”
[Copyright 1894 by George Allen.]
Soon after their return, a letter was delivered to Miss Bennet; it came from Netherfield, and was opened immediately. The envelope contained a sheet of elegant, little, hot-pressed paper, well covered with a lady’s fair, flowing hand; and Elizabeth saw her sister’s countenance change as she read it, and saw her dwelling intently on some particular passages. Jane recollected herself soon; and putting the letter away, tried to join, with her usual cheerfulness, in the general conversation: but Elizabeth felt an anxiety on the subject which drew off her attention even from Wickham; and no sooner had he and his companion taken leave, than a glance from Jane invited her to follow her upstairs. When they had gained their own room, Jane, taking out her letter, said, “This is from Caroline Bingley: what it contains has surprised me a good deal. The whole party have left Netherfield by this time, and are on their way to town; and without any intention of coming back again. You shall hear what she says.”
She then read the first sentence aloud, which comprised the information of their having just resolved to follow their brother to town directly, and of their meaning to dine that day in Grosvenor Street, where Mr. Hurst had a house. The next was in these words:—“‘I do not pretend to regret anything I shall leave in Hertfordshire except your society, my dearest friend; but we will hope, at some future period, to enjoy many returns of that delightful intercourse we have known, and in the meanwhile may lessen the pain of separation by a very frequent and most unreserved correspondence. I depend on you for that.’” To these high-flown expressions Elizabeth listened with all the insensibility of distrust; and though the suddenness of their removal surprised her, she saw nothing in it really to lament: it was not to be supposed that their absence from Netherfield would prevent Mr. Bingley’s being there; and as to the loss of their society, she was persuaded that Jane must soon cease to regard it in the enjoyment of his.
“It is unlucky,” said she, after a short pause, “that you should not be able to see your friends before they leave the country. But may we not hope that the period of future happiness, to which Miss Bingley looks forward, may arrive earlier than she is aware, and that the delightful intercourse you have known as friends will be renewed with yet greater satisfaction as sisters? Mr. Bingley will not be detained in London by them.”
“Caroline decidedly says that none of the party will return into Hertfordshire this winter. I will read it to you.
“‘When my brother left us yesterday, he imagined that the business which took him to London might be concluded in three or four days; but as we are certain it cannot be so, and at the same time convinced that when Charles gets to town he will be in no hurry to leave it again, we have determined on following him thither, that he may not be obliged to spend his vacant hours in a comfortless hotel. Many of my acquaintance are already there for the winter: I wish I could hear that you, my dearest friend, had any intention of making one in the crowd, but of that I despair. I sincerely hope your Christmas in Hertfordshire may abound in the gaieties which that season generally brings, and that your beaux will be so numerous as to prevent your feeling the loss of the three of whom we shall deprive you.’
“It is evident by this,” added Jane, “that he comes back no more this winter.”
“It is only evident that Miss Bingley does not mean he should.”
“Why will you think so? It must be his own doing; he is his own master. But you do not know all. I will read you the passage which particularly hurts me. I will have no reserves from you. ‘Mr. Darcy is impatient to see his sister; and to confess the truth, we are scarcely less eager to meet her again. I really do not think Georgiana Darcy has her equal for beauty, elegance, and accomplishments; and the affection she inspires in Louisa and myself is heightened into something still more interesting from the hope we dare to entertain of her being hereafter our sister. I do not know whether I ever before mentioned to you my feelings on this subject, but I will not leave the country without confiding them, and I trust you will not esteem them unreasonable. My brother admires her greatly already; he will have frequent opportunity now of seeing her on the most intimate footing; her relations all wish the connection as much as his own; and a sister’s partiality is not misleading me, I think, when I call Charles most capable of engaging any woman’s heart. With all these circumstances to favour an attachment, and nothing to prevent it, am I wrong, my dearest Jane, in indulging the hope of an event which will secure the happiness of so many?’ What think you of this sentence, my dear Lizzy?” said Jane, as she finished it. “Is it not clear enough? Does it not expressly declare that Caroline neither expects nor wishes me to be her sister; that she is perfectly convinced of her brother’s indifference; and that if she suspects the nature of my feelings for him she means (most kindly!) to put me on my guard. Can there be any other opinion on the subject?”
“Yes, there can; for mine is totally different. Will you hear it?”
“Most willingly.”
“You shall have it in a few words. Miss Bingley sees that her brother is in love with you and wants him to marry Miss Darcy. She follows him to town in the hope of keeping him there, and tries to persuade you that he does not care about you.”
Jane shook her head.
“Indeed, Jane, you ought to believe me. No one who has ever seen you together can doubt his affection; Miss Bingley, I am sure, cannot: she is not such a simpleton. Could she have seen half as much love in Mr. Darcy for herself, she would have ordered her wedding clothes. But the case is this:—we are not rich enough or grand enough for them; and she is the more anxious to get Miss Darcy for her brother, from the notion that when there has been one inter-marriage, she may have less trouble in achieving a second; in which there is certainly some ingenuity, and I dare say it would succeed if Miss de Bourgh were out of the way. But, my dearest Jane, you cannot seriously imagine that, because Miss Bingley tells you her brother greatly admires Miss Darcy, he is in the smallest degree less sensible of your merit than when he took leave of you on Tuesday; or that it will be in her power to persuade him that, instead of being in love with you, he is very much in love with her friend.”
“If we thought alike of Miss Bingley,” replied Jane, “your representation of all this might make me quite easy. But I know the foundation is unjust. Caroline is incapable of wilfully deceiving anyone; and all that I can hope in this case is, that she is deceived herself.”
“That is right. You could not have started a more happy idea, since you will not take comfort in mine: believe her to be deceived, by all means. You have now done your duty by her, and must fret no longer.”
“But, my dear sister, can I be happy, even supposing the best, in accepting a man whose sisters and friends are all wishing him to marry elsewhere?”
“You must decide for yourself,” said Elizabeth; “and if, upon mature deliberation, you find that the misery of disobliging his two sisters is more than equivalent to the happiness of being his wife, I advise you, by all means, to refuse him.”
“How can you talk so?” said Jane, faintly smiling; “you must know, that, though I should be exceedingly grieved at their disapprobation, I could not hesitate.”
“I did not think you would; and that being the case, I cannot consider your situation with much compassion.”
“But if he returns no more this winter, my choice will never be required. A thousand things may arise in six months.”
The idea of his returning no more Elizabeth treated with the utmost contempt. It appeared to her merely the suggestion of Caroline’s interested wishes; and she could not for a moment suppose that those wishes, however openly or artfully spoken, could influence a young man so totally independent of everyone.
She represented to her sister, as forcibly as possible, what she felt on the subject, and had soon the pleasure of seeing its happy effect. Jane’s temper was not desponding; and she was gradually led to hope, though the diffidence of affection sometimes overcame the hope, that Bingley would return to Netherfield, and answer every wish of her heart.
They agreed that Mrs. Bennet should only hear of the departure of the family, without being alarmed on the score of the gentleman’s conduct; but even this partial communication gave her a great deal of concern, and she bewailed it as exceedingly unlucky that the ladies should happen to go away just as they were all getting so intimate together. After lamenting it, however, at some length, she had the consolation of thinking that Mr. Bingley would be soon down again, and soon dining at Longbourn; and the conclusion of all was the comfortable declaration, that, though he had been invited only to a family dinner, she would take care to have two full courses.
中文翻译(全文)
关于柯林斯先生求婚一事的谈论,如今已差不多到了尾声,伊丽莎白只消忍受此事必然带来的种种难堪,偶尔还要听母亲几句带刺的话。至于那位先生本人,他的情绪主要并不表现为窘迫、沮丧或有意躲着她,而是表现为举止的生硬和怨怒的沉默。他几乎不再同她说话;他先前自以为觉察到的那些殷勤关切,这一天余下的工夫全转到了卢卡斯小姐身上。卢卡斯小姐肯耐着性子听他说话,这份客气来得正是时候,让大家都松了一口气,尤其是她的朋友。
到了第二天,班纳特太太的坏脾气和身体不适都没有丝毫减轻。柯林斯先生也依旧是一副又恼又傲的样子。伊丽莎白原指望他的怨气能让他的做客早些结束,可他的计划似乎丝毫没受影响。他本来就打算星期六走,如今仍打算住到星期六。
早饭过后,几位姑娘步行去麦里屯,想打听威克姆先生是否已经回来,也为他不曾出席尼日斐花园的舞会而惋惜。她们刚进镇子,他就迎了上来,陪她们到姨妈家去;在那里,他的遗憾、懊恼和大家对此的关切都痛痛快快地说了一通。不过,他主动向伊丽莎白承认,那次不得不缺席,其实是他自己给自己定下的。
“我发觉,”他说,“日子越近,我越觉得自己最好还是别跟达西先生碰面;——跟他同处一室、同在一个圈子里待上那么多个钟头,我恐怕受不了,而且难免闹出些不愉快的场面,难堪的可不止我一个。”
她很赞成他这份克制;回朗伯恩的路上,威克姆和另外一位军官陪着她们同行,两人便有了闲暇把这事详详细细地谈上一番,也把彼此客客气气地称赞了个够。一路上,他格外殷勤地照应着她。他陪她们走这一趟,好处是双重的:她觉得这分明是向自己表示的恭维;而且这又是个极好的机会,可以把他介绍给父亲和母亲。
“陪她们走回去”
[版权所有 1894 年,乔治·艾伦。]
她们回来之后不久,有人给班纳特小姐送来一封信;信是从尼日斐花园来的,她当即拆开。信封里是一张精致细巧的光滑信纸,上面密密麻麻写满了一位女士娟秀流畅的字迹;伊丽莎白看见姐姐读信时脸色变了,又看见她在几处字句上久久停留。简很快便镇定下来,把信收好,照常快活地想加入大家的谈话:可伊丽莎白却为这件事悬着心,连威克姆也吸不住她的注意;威克姆和同伴刚告辞,简便递过一个眼色,示意她跟到楼上去。两人进了自己的房间,简取出信来,说道:“这是卡罗琳·宾利写来的;信里的内容让我大吃一惊。他们那一伙人这会儿已经离开尼日斐花园,正在往城里去;而且压根没打算再回来。你听听她是怎么说的。”
她于是把第一句高声念了出来,其中说的不过是:他们刚刚决定随哥哥进城,并且打算当天就在格罗夫纳街吃饭——赫斯特先生在那儿有一所宅子。接下来的一句是这样写的:——“‘我离开赫特福德郡,并不假装舍不得什么,除了与你交往,我最亲爱的朋友;不过我们但愿将来有一天,能多多重温我们之间那些愉快的往来;在此期间,也但愿能靠频繁而毫无保留的通信来减轻离别之苦。这一点我就指望你了。’”伊丽莎白听着这些夸张的说法,满心的不信任,全然无动于衷;她们走得这样突然,固然让她吃了一惊,可她也看不出这里有什么真正值得惋惜的:总不能设想,她们不在尼日斐花园,宾利先生就不会到那儿去;至于失去她们的交往,她相信简只要享受着宾利先生的陪伴,很快就不会再把这放在心上。
“真不巧,”她停顿片刻说道,“你竟没能在她们离开乡下之前见上这些朋友一面。不过,我们难道不能指望,宾利小姐所期盼的那个将来的幸福时刻,会比她自己意识到的来得更早一些;而你们做朋友时那些愉快的往来,也会以姐妹的身份重新开始,而且更加美满?宾利先生是不会被她们留在伦敦的。”
“卡罗琳说得很肯定,他们这一伙人今年冬天谁也不会再回赫特福德郡。我念给你听。
“‘我哥哥昨天离开我们的时候,还以为他此去伦敦办的事三四天就能了结;可我们确信事情不会这么顺当,同时也深信查尔斯一旦进了城,就不急着再离开,所以我们决定跟到那儿去,免得他空下来的时候只能待在一家冷清的旅馆里。我许多熟人已经到城里过冬了:我多希望能听说,我最亲爱的朋友,你也有意来凑这个热闹,可这一点我是不敢指望的。我衷心希望你在赫特福德郡的这个圣诞节过得热热闹闹,像这个时节通常那样;希望你的追求者多得让你觉不出少了我们带走的那三位。’
“从这话可以看得很清楚,”简接着说,“他今年冬天不会再回来了。”
“只能看清楚一点:宾利小姐不希望他回来。”
“你怎么会这样想?这一定是他自己的主意;他自己做得了主。可你还没全知道呢。我把最叫我难受的一段念给你听。我什么也不瞒你。‘达西先生急着要见妹妹;说实话,我们想再见她的心也不比他淡多少。我当真认为,论美貌、优雅和多才多艺,谁也比不上乔治安娜·达西;而她在我和路易莎心里激起的喜爱,又因为我们敢于怀抱一个希望——她将来会成为我们的嫂嫂——而变得更加耐人寻味。我不知道以前有没有跟你提过我对这件事的想法,可我若不把心里话告诉你,是断不肯离开乡下的;我相信你不会觉得这些想法不合情理。我哥哥已经很倾慕她了;他今后会有许多机会,以最亲近的身份与她相见;她的亲眷盼着这门亲事,与他自家的人一样热切;我想,我说查尔斯最能赢得任何女子的心,总不至于算是做妹妹的偏心在骗我。有这许多情形促成一段情意,又没有半点阻碍,我最亲爱的简,我怀着这样的希望——盼成一桩能让这么多人得到幸福的喜事——难道是错的吗?’亲爱的莉齐,你看这句话怎么样?”简念完这一段,说道。“还不够清楚吗?这不是明明白白地说:卡罗琳既不指望、也不愿意我做她的嫂嫂;她深信她哥哥对我毫不在意;而且,倘若她猜到我对他存着什么样的心思,她就是要(多好心啊!)提醒我提防着些。这件事还能有别的看法吗?”
“有的,而且是完全不同的看法。你愿意听听吗?”
“非常愿意。”
“几句话就能说明白。宾利小姐看得出她哥哥爱上了你,却想让他娶达西小姐。她跟到城里去,是希望把他留在那儿,同时还想劝你相信他并不把你放在心上。”
简摇了摇头。
“说真的,简,你应该相信我。凡是见过你们俩在一起的人,都不会怀疑他的情意;我敢肯定,宾利小姐也怀疑不了:她还没蠢到这个地步。她哪怕只从达西先生身上看出他对自己有这份情意的一半,也早就去订做嫁衣了。情形是这样的:——我们既不够有钱,也不够体面,配不上他们;而她之所以更急着把达西小姐说给哥哥,是因为她想着:既然已经结成了一门亲,第二门就好办些。这当中自然有几分心计,而且我敢说,只要德·包尔小姐不碍事,这一手还真能成。可是,我最亲爱的简,你总不至于当真以为:因为宾利小姐告诉你她哥哥十分倾慕达西小姐,他对你优点的领会就比星期二与你告别时少了哪怕一分一毫;或者以为她有本事说服他,叫他相信他爱的不是你,而是她的朋友。”
“倘若我们对宾利小姐的看法一致,”简答道,“你这样一解释,也许真能让我放下心来。可我知道,你这番推断的底子是错的。卡罗琳不会存心欺骗任何人;这件事上我唯一能指望的,就是她自己受了骗。”
“这就对了。既然你不肯从我的解释里讨安慰,你想出的这个说法真是再好不过了:你尽管认定她是受了骗吧。你如今也算对得起她了,别再自寻烦恼了。”
“可是,好妹妹,就算往最好处想,我若嫁给一个他的姐妹和朋友都盼着他另娶别人的人,我能幸福吗?”
“这得你自己拿主意,”伊丽莎白说,“要是你深思熟虑之后,觉得得罪他两位姐妹的苦恼,抵得上做他妻子的幸福还绰绰有余,那我就劝你千万别嫁给他。”
“你怎么能这么说呢?”简勉强笑了笑说,“你明明知道,虽然她们不赞成会让我非常难过,可我不会因此犹豫。”
“我就知道你不会犹豫;既然如此,我也就没法太同情你的处境了。”
“可他要是今年冬天不再回来,也就轮不到我选择了。六个月里什么事都可能发生。”
“他不再回来”这个念头,伊丽莎白极其不屑。在她看来,那不过是卡罗琳出于私利的愿望所放出的风声;她一刻也不肯设想,那些愿望无论说得多么露骨或多么巧妙,竟能左右一个完全独立自主的年轻人。
她尽可能有力地向姐姐陈述了自己对这件事的看法,不久便欣慰地看到这番话收效极好。简的性情并不消沉;她渐渐被引向一种希望——尽管爱情中的不自信有时又会压过这希望——宾利先生会回到尼日斐花园,满足她心中所有的愿望。
她们商定,只让班纳特太太知道那家人已经走了,而不必为那位先生的举动担惊受怕;可就连这样有保留的说法,也让她十分不安,她哀叹这实在太不凑巧:大家正相处得这样亲密,偏偏那几位女士就走了。不过,她长长地惋惜了一阵之后,又想到宾利先生不久就会再来,不久就会到朗伯恩来吃饭,心里便得了安慰;最后,她舒舒服服地宣布:虽说这次只请他吃一顿家常便饭,她也一定要备上两道齐全的菜。

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